Your voice is all I heard

Clairy

2009-08-06T18:13:00.001+08:00

Please relink me peeps. http://your-oneandonlysweetie.blogspot.com/ as there's always something wrong with blogger. My account was being suspended for nothing. Airen Anna was more jialat. Her blog was being deleted and suspended.

Are you thinking why I could post when my account was suspended? Laughs. All thanks to...

http://draft.blogger.com/home !!

Thanks so much lah! Muacks muacks! :D

You're so not sorry

2009-08-01T00:54:00.007+08:00

Look at Zhiyin =x

Today's journey : Cck > Cityhall > Funan IT mall > Bugis > Sheesha > Fucking home

People with me : Yonghwee, Hubert, Kian hwee, Christopher, Junwei, Orh orh (: , Jack , Boyfriend ( Came afterwards )

Alrighty. So I don't need to type out. So lazy to type. Ahah. Went to find my camera cable cause its lost. Idiot. Took pictures with Orh orh too (: I know readers out there are keen to find out who's orh orh. LOL.

I'm just being a little tinny weeny buey ba.

And presenting to you, Orh orh! Ok luh. He's actually Daohong (:

Smile lehhhh

That's better :D

He look so cute in this two pictures :D

Haiyo, tell you to smile le right?!

You give me no sense of security at all. You ask for it. Don't blame me. One day if you found out something, I'll be telling you, serve you right for treating me this kind of shit (:

One day, I'll make you suits the song " Don't love you no more " by Craig David (:

Flood you with pictures.

2009-07-29T16:25:00.005+08:00

Lurvezxzxzxzx S T R A W B E R R I E S :D

Surya(Left) and Jeremy(Right)

Busy studying lah :D

Science practical. Playing with the lens. Look at my BIG eyes. Rofl.

Fang fang.

Laughs. I still got tons of pictures. But I don't think I want to flood my post with pictures. Make up really makes a difference man. See my first picture and the rest with make up. Its like WOW. I think it really does makes a difference. Haha.

School was alright. Boyfriend come to fetch me from school yesterday. Finally! A day that he didn't bomb me! Laughs.

Went down Stagmont as Orh orh wants to pass me stuffs. And guess what he pass me?! CHOCOLATES! Dark chocolates some more (: Of course, Orh orh bought chocolates for me because he wants me to cheer up.

Thanks Orh orh (: I just need your stupid yet cute faces lah! =x

Kor, where are you? There's solutions in every problems. Just come back. This house seems so weird without you around during every weekends. Sigh.

Emotionally drained.

2009-07-27T14:16:00.004+08:00

你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
离开我　你会不会好一点
离开你　什么事都难一点
那些美好的画面反复在播送
但心破碎了之后要怎么去拼凑
是不是每一个人
都像我一样笨
只怕再问对彼此都太残忍
爱在崩溃的时候比较真
太多疑问知道答案又如何
原来容忍不需要天份
只要爱错一个人
心痛比快乐更真实
爱为何这样的讽刺
我忘了这是第几次
一见你就无法坚持
孤独比拥抱更真实
爱让人失去了理智
会不会是我太自私
拒绝更寂寞的日子
放不开也看不见未来
难道这种不完美
才是爱情真实的样子
I love you is not the words I want to hear from you.
Its not that I don't want you to say.
But if you only knew, how easy it is to make me feel.
More than words is what you need to make it real.
Then you wouldn't have to say I love you.
Cause I would already knew.
What would you do if I took those words away?
Then you couldn't make things new just by saying I love you.

I'll do up a proper post another time. My emotions has hit to the bottom. This is getting nowhere. I'm emotionally drained. The song 离开我 has made me cry... Made me think too.

Violet: I'm not ok! Don't insult me with the word "Ah lian "
Xiaohan: clairislee-smackyou@hotmail.com. In case you cock eye cannot see -.-
Orh orh: You're finally here! Yay!
Xiaofate: Text you le lah. Laughs.

Orh orh (:

2009-07-26T01:24:00.002+08:00

Xiaofate says he like the photo of mine -.-

Met Jun and Orh orh at lot one today :D Boyfriend dua me for like 123456789 hours -'- Was freaking pissed cause its isn't the first time. Luckily Orh orh was there to cheer me up by making stupid faces =x

Boyfriend came down lot one to meet us. Usual routine, Slack, Chit chat, social smoking, eat and shit. Laughs. Boyfriend was nice to pay my meals and everything for me (:

Boyfriend send me home and he went to work. And thus, I'm infront of this lappie's screen staring at it like some retard.

And yay! I'm meeting orh orh tomorrow (:

Raymond: You got a problem with that? Ahah!
Kingsley: Updated quite long ago. Haha.
XiaoFate: Hellooooooo (:
RobertGoh: Hello Robert. Suprised to see you here. Haha.
Gavin: DON'T EXPOSED ME LAH! Ahah.
Yunling: Thanks sweetie (:

Ding dong bell

2009-07-23T16:33:00.008+08:00

Me and the Panda lover (Mavis) (:

School was alright. Today was phototaking day. And I don't like to take photos. LOL. I think I'll get scolded for that sentence by a couple of people. Ahah.

As usual. I'm sitting cause I'm short! Short people rocks man! Cause they get to sit while the tall tall people are standing, Bwhahahahas.

Ok. I know I look weird without make up. Don't care luh. I'm wearing tie :D I look so good girl. No. I'm always a good girl :D

Oh oh! Look at Mavis' devil horns! Laughs. Its Debra's one anyways (:

O levels are coming and the same time ending! And so are Christmas. Eh, Jun Jun! 11th November uh. Laughs like mad!

I WANT TO GO WATCH LADY GAGA AT FORT CANNING PARK! TICKETS IS LIKE 75 BUCKS EH D: Roar!

P/s: Is there any handsome guys for me to liu kou shui at?
P/s: Singapore is definitely lacking of handsome guys D:

我哭红双眼

2009-07-19T20:26:00.003+08:00

I don't remember anything when I reach home yesterday. The only thing I remembered was I sat at one corner of my room and cry.

Tears just flow out whenever i think of it. I wanted to forgive you, I wanted to stop thinking about it. But I just can't bring myself to forgive and forget.

I only know that this incident will be a crack and wound forever. And the thinking " you don't even care " is getting stronger and stronger. I'm leaving soon. I'm letting go and not holding on anymore soon.

Trust me. I meant what I say.

I'm sorry I have to hurt myself in order to feel better.

Pathetic first month

2009-07-19T00:10:00.004+08:00

I'm here to update. Finally. Alrights. Let's start from the start of the day which is 180709

Went to meet Jun Jun, Daohong and Robert at Cck. Was late =x After that was town. Wanted to watch movies. Bought the movies tickets already and Daniel was sleeping all the way. But the movie start at 9.30 pm and he was awake. He didn't want to come down. Fuck you upside down.

The most pathetic first month I ever had. Fuck you. Seriously, fuck you. Ton ton ton. Never mind. Said want to celebrate, keep on reminding me on our first month. And now, who's the fucker that didn't want to come and celebrate it with me?

You don't even had the heart to come to town just to celebrate with me. All you know how to do is " my fault. Sorry. " Fuck you. If sorry got cure then what for do we need police? Your friends are just more important than me. Oh no. Type wrongly. You only care about yourself.

I'm pissed. Fucking pissed. I don't use vulgarities often ( Except for nnb cause I was influence =x ) . Those who know me well should know I seldom used vulgarities. It has been fucking long since I see so much vulgarities on my blog.

You don't even want to fucking reply my messages. Seriously, if you don't care about this relationship, or you don't love me, just simply tell me. I don't need you to sympathise me or what. Enough of your bloody fucking nonsense. That's the last straw.

Holy you, Pathetic me.

2009-07-15T00:57:00.001+08:00

yo~ every1 JunAKAmonkey is here to help the small little girl update her blog =)

Le er (:

2009-07-01T22:30:00.005+08:00

Woohoos. I changed my blogskin. No more plain plain blogskin :D

And and! I "slap" xiaolong yesterday. Laughs. Junwei was more power. Punches straight at xiaolong's bloody face. Can't slap properly cause he keep moving. I hold his face with my nails and he's screaming down there when I cut my nails already -.-

Serve him right for bombing us when both Junwei and me detest people to bomb us.

THE ASS YOU KICKED TODAY MAYBE THE ASS YOU KISS TOMORROW


Edited:
爱如果是求來的我也不想要
是我不好 
是我还忘不掉
 心痛只能用时间來消耗
 毕竟当初是我选的一个
 给不起我永远的人
 就算是我不好

I want to be pretty! D:

2009-06-30T15:17:00.019+08:00

I don't know what did my brother did to my lappie. Now its lacking like shit. Idiotic. Nothing much today. Just blogging cause I think my blog is going dead -.-

God damn tired luh. Best part, I'm still in a holiday mood. God damn it.

I'm upset. I found something that I'm supposed to give him. Something that I drew. Something that I wrote inside. Something that makes me reflect.

Doesn't matters anymore. I don't think so.

P/s: I like my blog song. But the introduction part is very very long which makes it not very very nice D: I still like it anyways! :D

I hope swine flu got me now. Kill me or let me die.

life, no longer empty, with you in my heart.

2009-06-26T22:36:00.012+08:00

I will love you till the end of time
with every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side
Let me die in your arms with you
only you can stop the rain tonight
only you can give me strength to fight
till the sky is burning , it's the end of time
look ahead tomorrow, a long and winding road
keep the faith of mine don't let it go
you're the only reason night ain't growing cold
what will I do , without you...

P/s: I'm without my make up. So bear with my ugliness.

I'm sorry

2009-06-26T01:01:00.006+08:00

I like this picture of boyfriend. Makes him look so kind and kiddy cute :D

Heyo! I'm back man! I'm so active in my blog nowadays although I'm always quite lazy to blog. LOL.

Ok. Standard life. SLACK SLACK SLACK. Jitao sian. But its alright. I got my boyfriend with me (:

Oh oh. I cried on the mrt on wednesday, when I'm on my way to yew tee to slack. Cause I saw 2 old ladies. Ok. Nothing wrong with that. But it kinda reminds me of my grandmother.

So, I started thinking whether is she fine on top, is she watching over me. I miss her voice, I miss her small little fragile body, her face.

Somehow, I find myself very unfilial. When she's still alive, I always " arh arh arh " to what she says cause I don't understand a thing. This might be alright.

BEST PART. On the day she died, I was supposed to go to a class camp. And then my mom told me that she has passed on.

And what did me, this bitch, asked her?! " Why she die I cannot go to my camp? "

Fuck. I hated myself for that question. I hated myself for that. I wasn't a good granddaughter.

When she's alive and kicking around, I didn't go and visit her every week. I regretted it. When she got a heart attack, I didn't go and take care of her. The best that I did was to hold her and walk around.

Now she's gone, I regretted giving her those cold shoulders. I regretted didn't get to see her for the last time. I regretted everything that I've done. I blamed myself. If I did visit her every week and take her out to walk or something, perhaps things could turn around.

I miss you granny. I miss you. Are you fine on top? I'm really sorry. Really. But its all too late. I didn't know how to treasure you. I didn't know how to love you. Till the day you're gone. I love you granny. I didn't have the chance to tell you this before you go.

Seriously, I'm really just a bloody damn bitch.

Stupid movie

2009-06-23T00:48:00.010+08:00

Boyfriend (: I'm like so nice to post his picture. LOL.

Cute Daohong, Trying to act like the dinosaur.

One eye gone -.-

Ok. I look weird + ugly here. Oh well. I'm always ugly D:

Went to cck and meet Boyfriend, Daohong , Gavin and Junwei. Then there was a bunch of army guys discussing whether to get my number and then decided not to cause they think I got a boyfriend which is true, I got a boyfriend :D ( Conversation is overheard by Junwei )

And then bused down to Fareast plaza to get Junwei's cigar.

Watch Drag me to hell with Boyfriend, Daohong, Junwei, Gavin and Raymond at Cineleisure today. Seriously, it sucks.

I screamed 2 times and then we started laughing all the way when the old lady spit the worms all that out. Lol. The movie isn't nice but the sound effects damn powerpac. God damn it. Wasted 7.50 bucks -.-

Then we went back to Stagmont. Gavin got on the bus when we can't squeeze in. LOL. So lazy me doesn't wants to walk or being squeeze like some tuna so I decided to cab ( I pay ok! I'm so niceeeeeee :D )

Slack awhile and then home. Sigh. Time really flies man! Need to bid goodbye to Boyfriend so soon D:

Oh oh! I saw Valentine at Cineleisure today. What a coincidence! Laughs.

P/s: Lengthy post -.-

最美好的最後最是痛了

2009-06-20T01:29:00.004+08:00

I'm here cause that HBBP ask me to update. Ma fan! I bought lots of things!

I bought a cigarette box and lighter for Daniel, a ZIPPO lighter for Junwei and a formal shirt for Daohong! SO NICE OF ME RIGHT?!

Ok. I know I'm damn nice. No choice. Why am I so nice? I also don't know. Bwhahahahas.

Ok. I don't know what else to blog already. BYE BYE!

Accumulated photos ( Don't scroll if you hate me to the core )

2009-06-10T12:37:00.005+08:00

Laughs. Suddenly think that I'm damn zi lian. Ok luh. That's me. I'm always zi lian. Ok. I don't know what to blog about cause I didn't blog for 2 weeks -.- Not even my private blog.

Hmmms, nowadays have been slacking at stagmont park with Daniel , Junwei, Dao hong and Gavin . Smoke, gamble and drink. Bwhahahahas.

Alrights. Updated just as I promised (:

Tired. Damn tired. Emotionally drained. Have been spinned around like a record disk. Have been kicked around like a ball. I'm not god. I'm human. I got my emotions. Dead beat.

Will not blog often cause laziness got me. Laughs.

Random : Feel like eating tu tu kueh / kueh tu tu . Whichever name you call it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA LUM!

2009-05-27T15:16:00.008+08:00

I drew this for Amelia (:

Happy birthday Amelia! Sweetest 16 too! (: Laughs. Ok luh. I know my drawing is quite lousy. BUT! I don't take Art. So I got excuses xD

Hmmm, I've changed my email! clairislee-smackyou@hotmail.com . Re-add me, sweeties!

Zhiyin make me laugh like mad today (: There's a rumour ( those who believe that I'm still a virgin ) or fact ( those who believe that I'm not a virgin anymore ) that I'm not a virgin anymore.

Ahah. I don't really care after I know Boyfriend is always by my side and he never fail to make me smile (: Boyfriend talk to me yesterday and he definitely makes me laughs and smile EFFORTLESSLY. Laughs.

Of course, shall not forget about the Ls. Our group has always been together. 4 years of friendship, I could say. Although I always go in and out of the group, I'm really grateful that none of you have blame me for that. You girls are always there when I needed you. I love you girls (: Shy! xD

I burnt the diary that consist of me and you. Now you know how much I hate you. Right now, this moment. I hate you to the core.

Oh well, time for homework.
&& I seriously need the toilet. Laughs!

~~~~~~Edited @ 11.13pm~~~~

I had finally finish doing up my blogskin. Ahah.

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Tags replies

Kingsley: Laughs. Not really can sing luh.
Grace: Add me in msn. I don't know how to explain. Don't want to flood my tagboard with it. Laughs.
AhJess: Hello (:

Some are overdue pictures.

2009-05-25T19:58:00.003+08:00

I'm here to update. Requested by Xinyi (:

Ok. Hmmm, I don't know what to blog too -.-

Napfa test is tomorrow. Bwhahahahas. A piece of strawberry shortcake. Except for standing board jump. CAUSE I NEED TO JUMP A HEIGHT WHICH IS LIKE, TALLER THAN ME! I'm short leh, dey! Unless a miracle happen, or else I'll never be able to pass that -.-

Hmmm, results sucks like shyt. Got to mug. No more slacking for Clairis Lee! Speaking of that, I remembered I got 50 Additional maths questions that I left it untouched. Although its like June holidays homework, but its like, I want to finish it in a day or so so that I can enjoy my holidays!

I'm going to meet Valentine on Thursday (: Exciteddddd! I love my blog song. Ahah (:

Damn lazy to update nowadays. Laughs.

Clairy

2009-05-20T21:37:00.003+08:00

Tags replies

Grace: Huh? What you mean?
Vivien: Cool people always have cool things :D
Passerby-: Haha. I see. Ok. Can.
Violet: Laughs. I was shocked to see your tag.
Passer: My sister bought it for me therefore I don't know the pricing. Its from Guess (:
Babymantha: Laughs. I didn't create mine. You managed to create a nice blogskin!
Kingsley: Laughs. I got nothing to say.

Boyfriend (:

2009-05-18T15:49:00.009+08:00

Cute and hot boyfriend :D ( Leeyongqin ask me to put one. I'm such a nice girlfriend ;D )

Camera shy :D

Look at his retarded face man!

Ok. I look weird here.

People often complain what a small world we got.
But me?
I rather have it small than missed meeting you.
I love you, Lee Yongqin.

P/s: I'm such a sweet girlfriend :D

Tags replies

Edmund: Hahas. I see.
Jerry: Social Smoke. Don't really smoke. Laughs.
Guest: Thanks sweetie (:
Kingsley: Yeah. You've been complaining. So here I am. Hahahs.
Passerby-: Hahas. Don't jealous lah. You talk like someone I know. Care to put down your name?

Friday's

2009-05-16T11:57:00.012+08:00

Oh god. I feel so glutton.

I styled my hair (:

Woohoos. CLairy is here to U P D A T E !

Kingsley has been complaining my blog is damn dead. Ok. So I'm here.

But still, I'm lazy. Haha. Ok. So i'll summarise.

I didn't do much this few days. Just mug mug and still mug. Mid year is finally over ( I self declare ) cause I just left with combined science paper 1 didn't do which is just MCQs.

Went town with Andrea on Friday (: Went to walk walk and we ate SAKAE! Woohoos. My octopus! Of course. There's always picture when I'm with her cause she's a camwhore freak man!

Oh, I managed to talk to my dad today ;D Been long since I've seen him smiled to me.

Happy birthday to me.

2009-05-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me! A brand new me, a brand new life. I'll make sure its my sweetest 16. Aint that weak girl anymore :D

Ok. Ls tried to give me a surprise today. Was suprised. But the only thing that I wasn't was the quarrel. Cause seriously their acting sucks =x

Went to bugis with nex. Saw the whole group there. WOW. Hahas. And then meet Zachary and then went home. Done.

Won't be blogging often anymore. I'm god damn tired of relationships. Seriously, I thought it was forever that I found. But it isn't.

Forever exist. But it just doesn't happen to me.

Rainbow

2009-05-07T13:44:00.005+08:00

My tears are like the picture.
After every tear,
there will be a rainbow appearing.
And its a beautiful day after all the rainy days.

Today A Maths paper 1 was a killer. Oh my goodness. I look at the first question and blank down there. I look at Violet, she's busy doing. I look at Jeremy, that smart guy is at don't know which question already. Damn it. I must have study too little already. I can get 20/80 I'm god damn happy already.

Chemistry was the easy paper instead -.- I thought I was gonna fail my chemistry and pass my A maths. Instead, all the chemistry question is about theory. Which is memory work. And I love to memorize cause I got the brains to memorize. God. I feel so buey ba. Ahah.

Tomorrow is E maths paper 1. Then its pure Biology paper. I'm gonna mug like hell. After all, I'm a good girl :D

Leeyongqin praised me yesterday :D He said everyday is a happy day if there's me with him :D

P/s: Xinyi, don't get too upset. Its just mid year and not O levels. We didn't even have time to revise. So its isn't your fault. Just do well for your prelims (:

P/s: I love my blog song :D

P/s: Sent me happy birthday in a few hours time! I'm a May 8 baby :D

Happy birthday JingHui (:

2009-05-06T11:02:00.005+08:00

Happy birthday!

Sorry for not blogging these few days. Was busy and emotionally unstable.

I didn't finish my Social Studies paper -.- I wrote 3 lines for my 12 marks questions and one page for my 13 marks question. Ahah. Stupid me.

Ok. I'm wishing other people happy birthday now. In 2 days later, its your turn to wish me happy birthday. And I know what I'll be wishing for. Not branded goods, nothing in materialistic stuff cause I don't lack of anything.

And, that's so noble of you (:

Ok. Done blogging.

Oh yeah. One last thing.

I LOVE LEE YONGQIN! I MISS HIM BADLY D:

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在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回忆抹去却并不容易
生死由天决定不要太伤心
在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

我永远爱你。

Me and Sister.

2009-05-03T00:21:00.002+08:00

Meet boyfriend in morning and went to watch X men.
Then went back cck and slack and smoking area.
Smoked and went to meet my family for dinner.
Nothing else to blog.
Bye.

Pictures for the day (:

2009-05-01T23:01:00.006+08:00

Tattoo steal the limelight.

Look at what Zhiyin and Xinyi is doing.

Acting retards.

See! ( Zhiyin ) Fuck ( me ) Love ( Xinyi)

Tattoooooooooooo.

My butt. Unglam luh.

I was trying to pinch some food and Zhiyin snap shot me =x

Kissy kiss kiss

Oh god. Look at my tattoo.

Love Zhiyin lots lot xD

Trying to play a fool (:

Xinyi give me her Love (:

Look at how much things we bought to eat.

Xinyi (left) & Zhiyin (right)

2009-05-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Hello. I just met Zhiyin and Xinyi and we went CHANGI AIRPORT. Laughs. Ok. Camwhore a lot. I shall upload the pictures later when Zhiyin sent me the pictures.

And I keep " flashing" my new camera in front of Zhiyin and Xinyi ;D

Nothing much I guess. I won't be blogging till exams over cause I don't know what to blog, I need to mug and I'm lazy to blog.

And and, I WENT TO EAT SAKAE WITH ZHIYIN AND XINYI TODAY. I ATE BABY OCTOPUS!

I HEARTS L GROUP AND LEE YONGQIN :D

I love my part time (:

2009-04-25T01:38:00.004+08:00

Went out with Yongqin today! Went to the movies at cineleisure. Watch 17 again! Its quite a nice show. Wore heels. And its killing me! Took pictures with my part time during the mrt trip back to cck (:

That's about all, I guess? Laughs. Updated just as Xinyi wanted me to! (:

I DREW this for XINYEAKKKK (:

2009-04-23T19:10:00.001+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking

2009-04-23T18:31:00.002+08:00

I took picture with my school teacher :D

How I miss the old me ;D

Randomness. Laughs.

Alrights. Lee Xinyi, I blogged. Just as you wanted me to. There's still one more picture. I shall leave it to the next post.

Happy birthday xinyi!

2009-04-15T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm blogging cause its xinyi birthday today. Hmmm. I cried with her today. Laughs. She cried cause she's touched. I cried cause i see her cry -.-

I seriously can't stand people crying. I will cry one. And i don't know why. Like what zhi yin said, its none of my business, i cry for what?

I drew a precious moments card for her. But i forgotten to take picture of the card D:

I see her cry then i also broke down. Somehow is Cause yesterday was oral, and the conversation is to say about one of your elderly relatives. I said about my grandmother. I almost cried when the conversation. But i didn't. I held back my tears yesterday, today at assembly. But when xinyi cried, i realised i can't hold back anymore. And i just broke down.

My Lazy Part-time Girlfriend

2009-03-18T20:02:00.002+08:00

This is Clairis's part-time boyfriend here!

Hahahas, her computer is currently down and she requested me to update for her.

Kind me.

First, Clairis is a stupid girl.
Second, she cares for me.
Third, she always supports me.
Fourth, she's always there when I needed somebody.
Fifth, Thank you!

Clairis Lee, is very much appreciated by me! :D

2009-03-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

I love Zhiyin, Vivi ( smiles! ) , Xinyi and Amelia! (: TEEHEE.

THE L SURNAME GROUPPIE! *SMILES* BEAMS*

我要变美丽！

2009-03-14T01:29:00.002+08:00

SUPERMODEL =O

2009-03-12T17:54:00.002+08:00

I just got called by the model agency which I left my number with them ages ago ( they approached me and ask for it ) , just now =o

She asked me to go for an interview on saturday, 3pm. Am I gonna go alone?! Oh my goodness -.-

Gentleman (:

2009-03-10T22:05:00.005+08:00

I forgotten to post that Jeremy has become a gentleman on Sunday by paying everything for me :D

He paid for my movie tickets, my meals, we cab back to cck also he pay. And one more thing. Laughs. Secret. Sshhhhhh.

Time to crap more.

2009-03-10T19:28:00.003+08:00

GONG GONG GONG GONG, GONG GONG GONG GONG! Laughs. Figure it out yourself.

Thinking lots of things for the past few days. Sorry that there's no pictures and I'm gonna bored you out D: There will be pictures by next week (: Cause I'm going out with Zhiyin and Co again ;D Happy! If you happy and you know it clap your hands! * CLAP CLAP! *

Laughs. I'm always crapping. And and! Fang fang said that she feels inferior sitting next to me during Maths class ( A Maths and E maths ) cause I'm always showing off my maths is better than her ;D I got to teach her LOTS AND LOTS of maths stuffs ( both A and E maths ) -.-

THEN! She complained me going so fast cause that stupid E maths teacher printed lots of crap in the worksheet which is like zzzzz. Stupid her, lost her 15.2 exercise which I force her to finish her homework yesterday -.-

Hmmm, Jing Quan teaching me Chemistry tomorrow (:

I found my laughter back (:

2009-03-07T23:42:00.003+08:00

Warning: Long post. Scroll at your own risk ;D

Uploaded pictures.

Flag day was today. Quite interesting. But there're too many schools fighting " customers " . Laughs.

Went to eat with Zhiyin and co after 2 hours of standing. Zhiyin moved me to tears again. Like always -.- Ok lah. Not always. 2 times. Laughs.

Counselled Jeremy. He seems super depressed cause of a particular someone. Laughs. Glad that he's alright now. He ask me one question which makes me thinks really hard. That is " What's your definition of letting go? "

I love going out with Zhiyin and co. I love them. I told Zhiyin I wrote this in my diary. " I realised when I'm with you all, I found back my laughter. I found my smiles. " What they gave me, is something that can't be bought with money. That's the care and love from them.

And Zhiyin will jealous for me eh! Woohoos (:

Ok. Nothing else to blog. Will be writing diary. Will blog if there's photos. Laughs.

Hmmmm, its time to do something that I always didn't dare to do ;D

P/S : Jeremy started Mr nice guy again -.-

I love the group photos ( 3rd last and 2nd last )

2009-03-07T23:06:00.011+08:00

Flag dayyyyy (:

Warning : Draggy post

2009-03-06T08:25:00.005+08:00

Laughs. I got so much things to do.

Oh yeah. Jeremy that Mr nice guy has help me to draw graphs for tys. All I have to do is solve. Teehee.

He told me " I don't even know why I'm drawing for you lah. " Then I just replied " Cause I'm nice to you so you have to be nice to me. " Laughs.

Then he said " Cause I don't have the heart to reject people lor . " I replied " If Ivan tell you do you also will find excuses not to do de mah. "

Then he said " Yeah. Lol. " Laughs. He's so cute luh ( As in attitude ) .

Hmmm, log on to my lappie cause today is E learning day. I do not have to go to school but I need to log into my lappie and do the homework that teacher post onto the internet. Gosh. why can't school let us off? D:

Siao liao. I saw all my tasks. Like so much lah. Laughs. Never mind. Clairis shall finish it man. I'm a smart kid. Laughs. Kinda no link.

Going out with ZHI YIN, XINYI, VIVIEN, AMELIA LATER! WOOHOOS! Thinking of what to wear, what to eat, what to do with them! Laughs!

Going school with Hong yi on Monday I guess? Laughs. He keeps on telling me to go lion dance with him -.-

Peektures (:

2009-03-03T18:02:00.005+08:00

Look at Edwin.

Wu Kai ar Wu kai.

Leandro looks like Sarvesh here. Laughs.

My retarded kor steal my Guess bag D:

I stand between my best friends (:

Tattoo

2009-03-02T17:52:00.002+08:00

I got my tattoo done on Saturday (: I don't really know what to blog as I write my diary everyday. Laughs.

Pain is never a reason to let go. I always remember this sentence. Yet not much people are able to do it. Being in a relationship for the first 100 days are always the sweetest (:

I've changed. I've become stronger. Have you? (:

Retarded me (:

2009-02-23T16:30:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, I was fooling around, browsing my pictures. And I found this 2 pictures. Lmao. The cigarettes was long ago and you can still see my super long tongue stud. Now I don't even know where I threw my tongue stud. Now is the short short one. Cannot even see (: I'm still a good girl. Ok. I'm hungry. Off to eat. Tata! (:

时间把习惯换了，伤口愈合，也撤销我再想你的资格。

2009-02-22T21:46:00.006+08:00

Hello. I went to study with Jeremy Chong Zhen Long today. In the end, didn't study at all. Down there playing and talking and laughing = talk cock, Sing song, Play Mahjong. Haha.I'm like laughing all the way lah!

Then Jeremy went off at 6 plus. Went up to arcade to see who's there. In the end only Alson, Wei li and Wei kiong ( I hope I spell the names right ) Played one game of ddr with Alson and then still no one. So I went home. I got pictures for yesterday. Previous post.

Ok. That's all I guess.

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I realised more and more people are calling nex the nickname I gave him D:

HEY! ITS SUPPOSINGLY TO BE I CALL ONLY CAN! RAWR.

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BUY ME THIS ( WHITE ONE ) AND I'LL LOVE YOU TO THE CORE! FUCKING CHIO CAN! WAH. FUCK! I'M GONNA BUY. I DON'T CARE! PRICE = $455 -.-

PEEKTURES (:

2009-02-20T12:48:00.002+08:00

OK. I STARTED EYELESS-ING

2009-02-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

I found this picture. Ok. I look retarded. There's still some more I've found. Shall blog it later.

Jeremy, you dumbass!

2009-02-17T22:40:00.003+08:00

Didn't wanna blog cause I don't really know what to blog. But Jeremy told me to write this on my blog.

Hello, I'm dumb -.-

But I shall add one more sentence cause he didn't say I can't add on any sentences. But Jeremy is more dumb ;D

So it will goes like this.

Hello, I'm dumb but Jeremy is more dumb ;D

So in the end, Jeremy, I'm still smarter! Oh great, I'm crapping again.

Heatstroke

2009-02-16T19:01:00.004+08:00

Joined cheerleading due to Andrea. Gonna get a heatstroke cause I need to wear hoodie and dance and its like so warm! D:

Hated the dance. Don't even think its nice. I want to quit.

And I hate my blogskin now. But I can't find something that's nice. I'm gonna do my A maths homework now. I'm a smart and good kid! Or nerd perhaps ;D

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Ok. I'm nuts. That dream will never come true.

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Jeremy chong should just go and die cause he's too dumb (: Hong hui is gonna run around school naked when my geography test is higher than his (: Pradeep wants to fight with me, NEEDLESS need say, I confirmed win one cause he's inexperience ;D

2009-02-14T11:28:00.001+08:00

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